Alien Attraction
Tuesday, January 28, 1997
To those who have read Whitley Strieber's
fiction and nonfiction, it would come as no surprise that his
childhood was a little out of the ordinary.
Strieber is the acclaimed author
of The Wolfen, The Hunger and a trio of books about
what he calls abduction experiences with unknown visitors
Communion, Transformation and Breakthrough.
To those he has added The Secret
School: Preparation for Contact, published this month by HarperCollins.
It is a childhood memoir of sorts,
a return in memory to his ninth year in San Antonio and a series
of murky events that Strieber admits could be a product of his
imagination but felt real.
I've always known since I
was a teen-ager that there was something funny about my childhood,
in the sense that I would remember riding my bike a lot at night,
says Strieber during a recent interview in Las Vegas, a stop on
his book tour. And I remember going down to a place called
the Olmos Basin, but I couldn't remember what happened in there.
I used to have recurring dreams about this, and they were scary
dreams, but they were kind of fun at the same time.
As Strieber describes it in his
book, he was one of several schoolchildren at the school
who were taught subjects by a hooded being covering mankind's
untapped hidden powers, the real meaning of our past and a future
of promise.
About 18 months ago, Strieber says,
he began remembering more details.
I was having a lot of close-encounter
experiences, and I began to notice I had remembered some more
specifics about the site where I used to go in the basin and the
way it looked, Strieber says. While out with a film crew
searching the basin, he found what he believes is the location
of the school.
Unlike some people who believe UFO
stories without a second thought, and those who dismiss such stories
out of hand, Strieber acknowledges his remembered visions may
not be accurate.
I don't know that the visions
I've remembered are intact and pristine, from the age of 9. I
would be surprised if they were. This book is an attempt to make
something out of a very strange part of my past.
After finding the location of the
school, Strieber began remembering more details.
I've put in enough disclaimers
in the book because I've always been worried about being taken
at face value. I don't think anything is very settled about what
the hell has happened to people like me. I'm not so sure it's
alien contact, and I'm also not very sure it's explained, at all.
While Strieber believes he had visionary
experiences there, including a vivid dream of being on Mars, none
of the kids he saw there some were youngsters from his
school have come forth with corroborating stories.
To find out just what's going on
he has had a battery of lie-detector tests and medical
exams that revealed nothing abnormal Strieber has organized
a study set to begin next month that will examine people's claims
that they have been implanted with objects. Strieber himself believes
he may have an implant in his left ear, although it could just
as well be a cyst, he says.
There also is a brain scan that
scientists can conduct that may be able to separate real memories
from false, Strieber says.
He's closely examining videos of UFOs to determine if the images
have been faked.
Within a few years, scientists will
have a basis for understanding the experiences of Strieber and
others like him, he says.
As can be imagined, Strieber has
been called everything from insane to a publicity seeker only
interested in selling books. He says he is neither.
I am not a liar. I may have
an overactive imagination, that's certainly possible, Strieber
says. My mother said of me that I have a big imagination,
that I was prone to strange fevers (as a child) and that I was
prone to bursting into tears for no apparent reason. That is the
picture of a fantasy-prone child, but it's also the picture of
a child who is struggling to keep a secret of some kind from his
parents and is not very happy about it.
He theorizes, based on the belief
that time travel is possible, that the visitors he remembers may
be travelers from the future.
One thing I don't think we have is any evidence at all that
there are aliens here from any particular place. It's folklore.
We have no idea where they're from or what they are.
Whatever has happened to him, Strieber's
life has not been the same since December 1985, when he says he
had his first visitation.
What happened to me in December
1985 was an absolutely devastating experience. It changes you.
You become sort of more loosely connected to this world, and it
begins to seem very easy to believe that this is just a sort of
way we have at looking at things and it's not the whole reality
or the whole of the mind's capacity, he says.
His life and that of his wife and
son have been ruined, Strieber says. At least socially. Every
other person we know is painfully polite and believes I'm either
a nut or a liar or simply deranged. It's painful. There's a huge
gulf between my experience and my life and most of the people
around me.
Strieber has been attempting to
move his family from upstate New York, where he owns a cabin,
back to San Antonio, because we were bothered a lot in New
York by someone who was getting into the house and doing very
dangerous things, like leaving open cans of gasoline in our house,
getting past the alarm system. I could not feel that my family
was safe.
Strieber wants to prove or disprove that there is something not
yet understood behind his experiences and visions. But if it turns
out to be just the work of an overactive imagination, Strieber
is prepared.
I would feel relieved in one
respect. And in another respect I would have the definite sense
that I had fooled myself, he says and laughs.
Strieber has a sense of urgency
about getting to the bottom of UFO and abduction experiences.
I'm as interested in exposing
frauds as anybody. In fact, more so. If this isn't alien contact
then a lot of folklore is growing up around it and folklore turns
into religion very quickly. We've had plenty of religions in the
past and we don't need this as the basis of a religion, believe
me. In two generations it will be a religion if it's not solved.
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